It has been a long time since I felt this way. You seem to have it all together. I have tried for so long to appear to also be fairly stable.. to have it together. What will you think if I told you how messed up I really am. This break is way to long; I just can't handle it.

I am sure you had a wonderful relaxing time, though. You were able to see all your family and in-Laws. Sadly I didnt have that luxury