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Old Jan 05, 2020, 12:42 AM
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Well I stayed off the internet for most of the day today due to the fact that my husband was downloading his video game and didn't want any interference.
but as far as hypo, it probably wasn't since I went back to sleep from noon to 3...I mean, part of this was because hubby wanted to cuddle (awwww, right?), but I was feeling kinda upset about the FB thing and just wanted to shut out the world. It felt different than a depressed sleep...i dunno! Gah! I'm so sorry, I mean no disrepect to anyone on this group, but oftentimes I wish I had bipolar just because I hate being damn depressed and/or disappointed in life so much. I mean, I have lots to be thankful for, but I have lots to gripe about....I could make different life decisions, but I don't think I'd find anything better. I mean, I'd have to compromise some things for other things and I don't think it's worth it. Sigh!

About the bipolar-I mean, I have had experience, but it must've been a fluke and/or when I was on "ADHD" meds. The euphoria was amazing! I wish I could feel like that all the time...but I supposed that'd be like using recreational drugs and I don't do that.

Ok, done with my rant.
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