I will say that I have seen manifestations of wonderful proportion happen in my life. Like this past year... I woke up one day and decided I wanted a new cat as a friend for my current cat. Within a few hours I had such a cat. It was synchronicity. It was like a miracle cause that same morning my mom called to say she found a cat walking along a busy highway. I gave her a pretty name. Little Miss J is my miracle cat. So this story makes me feel like LOA could be possible. Yet the times I needed money, a favorable outcome, a friend, assistance, weight loss, good health, good mood, freedom from suicidal thoughts, etc., none of that happened. And I did all kinds of voodoo magic to try to get it to work. It just makes me angry. I don't know who I'm angry at. Maybe God. Like WTF?