Life Insurance.... I am not feeling so good with myself right now for I have had a really hard time finding life insurance; which, I need on account I am now a home owner. The problem is I keep getting turned down on account of my being bipolar. I can't pass the medical portion of the applications. My broker seems to finally have found one that will only the cost is quadruple that 'normal' people have to pay. I feel sick about this. I feel incredibly pissed at myself about this - not to mention this is a lot more than I had budgeted for. I can't say though it's not bloody fair. The reason is obvious. Being bipolar makes me a higher risk to underwrite. Simply said, I am more likely to die of unatural causes whether by my own direct hand or some risky lifestyle choice. Arrrrgh~