T I'm so relieved that you're not angry with me. I think in my heart I knew you weren't as you had no reason to be, but why do I react so strongly when your text is even slightly different to the norm? Like not so many x's? It makes me feel crazy and I'm too embarrassed to even say to you this is how freaked out I get when I feel you're not as affectionate in a text as usual. Chances are you were tired and sent it without attaching that depth of meaning to it, but it means a lot to me. I analyse what you say and how. I guess it's not fair...on you. I need to trust the essence of you as a person. And I do. I just get shaky at times.