Weird kinda day - I don't feel like doing anything productive or working on anything that I am supposed to be doing.

My emotions are ALL over the damn place - there is a hole in the heart missing the man I love so much - almost desperately.

Trying to cope with those feelings as well as keeping the real symptomatic bipolar madness at bay.

It's been a real struggle and it's not even 2pm yet.

Le sigh.