I don’t really think about divorce as I love my husband and don’t think I’d ever leave him (obviously unless there were dire circumstances). I have however, lusted after others to the point of fantasizing about them. That’s something I’ve never done while stable.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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