Today was rough. Lots of crying and panic attacks privately. Seeing my aunts just reminded me of the person I no longer am and brought up memories of a different life. To finish it off, I have a rare night off and I’m about to fall asleep. I had so many plans for tonight but today took an emotional toll and I’m exhausted. At least I see M tomorrow. I’m holding on to that.

Warm regards to all and hugs to those that are struggling.