This elimination diet is awful. I'm so grouchy because I feel like crap which is probably because my blood sugar is very low. The only thing I can eat which increases it is rice. Rice becomes very boring very quickly when it's your main food. I have made it 3 days; 11 days until I can try something "new". I keep daydreaming about what that will be. Anything that is not rice, fish or chicken. So I sleep a lot and pray for patience.
Tonight I nearly I nearly went after my smoke detector. For some reason it goes off whenever there is steam in the kitchen. I think it is because the kitchen is too close to the alarm but my house is tiny and there isn't another place for it. Anyway I was making food to go with me to my therapist tomorrow because I can't buy anything that is on my safe list and if my blood sugar drops, I need something to raise it.
I really hope this test results in answers. This is a lot to go through to not find out what is wrong.
I really shouldn't try to drive (70 minutes) to see my therapist but I really need to talk someone about this and some other things, so off I go with pre-prepared foods.
Ok, I think the fire alarm is done so I'm going to take a shower (and pray that doesn't start the alarm again) and hope to get to sleep fairly soon.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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