My ''family'' made sure I knew my feelings did not matter. They made sure I knew I did not matter, had no value, and was a ''burden''... just for being me..
The professionals I have seen discredited my feelings (and me) and treated me as if I do not matter. And that my feelings were wrong. In fact my assessment of things (and people) is usually accurate.
(or not wildly wrong and blaming as some have done to me... blamed and demonised me for the tiniest mistake. again ''proving'' that I do not matter..
Had I mentioned
Possible trigger:
su thoughts I would probably have been locked up which would ''not have been therapeutic for me''
or possibly discharged and thrown away and told there was ''marginal benefit'' or ''no benefit'' which would of course have been my fault. In fact similar to that did happen to me
And I said the therapy etc was helping. ?
WTF?
Being silenced and told … or a heavy implication... that there is no hope and that i am of no value....and yet blamed for having su ideation.
I won't bore people with the details
This is why I have problems with therapists and pdocs. Also I am allergic to all the meds.
