Good morning everything. After a night of crying, horrible sleep, disturbing dreams, and Lexapro withdrawals......

.....I did not cut. I did not cut for the first time in many months.

I am at work right now, feeling like my body is going into constant shocks from the withdrawals. It feels horrible. I have taken the razor blades out of my bag.

I did this more because T asked me to, rather than for myself... but I trust him enough to follow wherever he takes me on this journey.