Thank you for the replies and support. It means a lot.
Today is the 6th day free of mj.
Technically, it is not physically addicting, but the pull to get stoned is very very strong for me. I believe it is considered psychologically addicting.
I have also battled alcoholism, but haven't drank in 25 years now.
I was isolating myself, because getting stoned took precedence over everything else in my life.
Unfortunately, I am now having trouble sleeping. Slept like a baby when I went to bed stoned. Finally fell asleep at 6:00am this morning. Was awake all last night.
Went to the health food store to see what they had for a natural solution for sleeping. Picked something up. Will see how it works tonight.
I do have ativan and ambien, but due to my history of abuse, am reluctant to rely on them too much.