I understand I procrastinate to the last minute about calls in my personal life it’s not as bad but because I’m in sales professionally it is exhausting and truthfully I’m not as good as I could be. I can’t seem to find any true coping mechanisms or anything that seems to work for me. I can’t stand talking on the phone in public and sometimes I’ll just sit and stare at the phone knowing I have a call I need to make but can’t seem to bring myself to pick up that phone.

I’ll send an email in seconds flat and as long as I’m not exhausted or in a terrible mood will answer the phone and handle business but outbound calls for anything is like my nemesis I don’t think I haven’t anxiety symptoms on the calls I just can’t seem to do it.

And the weird part is I have normal self esteem and don’t seem to be concerned with what people think of me so I have no clue what I could be anxious about