Hiya,
I have had all sorts of problems, which come and go ranging from eating disorders, drinking problems, recreational drugs, and basically self destruct mode. I go out on a mad one thinking i am invincible the later consequences are bad on my life, hence the 7000 quid debts i have for a mad spree of spending on basic crap! The psychiatriasts dont understand think we can stop this behaviour? do we choose to act impulsive? to do stupis things? to have scars on our arms? knackered livers from attempted overdose or alcohol binges? of course we don't but it isnt attention seeking it is something we have no control over at the time! i'm sick of not fitting into what is normal, i am me and i cant help it. but i want to change but it is too much effort being

"normal"

who agrees?