Where is my brain today? I was up at 5 to get n3 to work by 6. Then I went to starbucks and read "Madness: A Bipolar Life" by Marya Hornbacher. (Rereading it.) Then I made it to my eye appointment on time at 7:45. Easy fast appointment. Ive been having troubles reading things far away so I went to a big box optometry place to get "cheap" glasses. I spent more than I wanted but not more than I could've. Then I got back to my car to find I'd left the lights on! Battery = dead! Called AAA. They came quickly so that was nice. I remembered NOT to turn off the car for 25 minutes! Yay me! Then I got gas but later when I got back in my car after spending a while at Starbucks I discovered my gas door was open and the gas cap was missing! Where is my BRAIN today?! So I had to buy another one. Meh.

So Im feeling broke and stupid when peter offers to get a joint savings account with me! Just for little things I want he said! Well talk about the devil went down to Georgia!! I thought about it for a good 15 m*nutes then realized that doing so would trigger all my "wellfare": Housing commission, foodstamps, SSI, Medicaid...!!! At last my head was screwed on straight and I refused his offer. *SIGH*... Then again, I don't think I want to be financially tangled with Peter more than I already am. That would change our relationship. Money does that.

So now I'm home resting. Its almost 3 p.m. Noah went with Sharlene's aunt to Sharlene's eye appointment today. Probably to see how its healing and to "check in" after a hospitalization type appointment. That's it for me for now. More when I know more!