I feel depressed, same as you. I find a change of scene sometimes helps. I have a nice mall in my neighborhood. You're in a small town so you probably don't have many options. A coffeeshop, a diner? What color did you dye your hair? I know you're finding your work hard but at least it is clean work. It's not like you're a janitor or anything. I worked in a kitchen when i was a student and i always hated having my hands in Javex water. At least you're not getting your hands dirty. Not sure if that's any consolation. Woe is us. (((MarcusAurelius)))