Thanks, WC.

I haven't talked with my wife about this because she's so focused on finding a new job.

I guess I'm concerned about being hospitalised against my will. It would be a horrible time for that since we're now trying to find a new place to live.
I'm wavering on whether this is delusion, but I feel the ECT on Friday will be all the help I need. I hope so, anyway.
If you don't hear from me tomorrow night, you'll know the new guy locked me up.