For all of my ranting posts, I feel like I have no one out there anymore, I feel like I talk and talk and no one hears. Maybe that's just me feeling sorry for myself, Thurs I see the (Pdoc)at 2:00 and im sure she will be upset with me, I was suppose to start a new med but I didn't cuz I couldn't afford it as well as other things I've done. No one knows the real me, how can you tell people who you really are when all you know about yourself is that your ********up. I am having a really bad day. Sorry venting again.