Yes. Pull that band-aid off, face your biggest fears of being alone, and break up with him.
Think of breaking up as being for your own mental health, your sanity, and for YOU.
When you feel low, hurt and this insecure in a relationship, what value is it bringing to your life? NOTHING. It's bringing you DOWN, rather than UP. A relationship is meant to ENHANCE our lives... it is not meant to make us FEEL BAD INSIDE. And you feel bad inside. Time to leave.
So what's the worst that happens with being alone? What's your biggest fear? That no one will want you again? That's false. That you cannot find anyone else to be with? That's false. That being alone now means you will be alone forever? That's false. Our biggest fears in being alone usually are due to false thinking.
Being alone can be a benefit to ONESELF. It can be a happy and fulfilling time.
What haven't you done for yourself in a long time? Are there hobbies or interests you wish to pursue that you haven't? Do you want to find more friends to hang out with? Being single has many advantages... it's a great time to do some important self-development work in order to feel happy again.
So, pull the band-aid off and get rid of this jerk. Anyone who tells you they wish your boobs were bigger is NOT a nice person.... he WANTED to make you feel insecure.
So just do it!!!! Get rid of him. You can do it! I'm cheering you on. Hugs.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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