Try to see it like this: if you keep staying with him, you will burn your chances of meeting someone else who TRULY Loves You and Respect You. You actually risk being alone the more you stay in this relationship in my opinion! Definitely take all the courage you need and break it up with him. You have the strength and you're brave! Always remember that! You will find someone else. I am SURE of that! However, please take care of yourself first. You are the priority! Remember that you're NEVER alone here! We are here for You! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Eleny, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!