I’m almost a week out of ip and I’m still dealing with suicide ideation. I’m trying to set a schedule for myself but I’d really rather sit in bed and stare at the wall. I’m irritable and sad and I’m trying to be the opposite. I could get up early but it makes it worse having nothing to do and I have no motivation to do anything anyway. I am visiting positive family tonight and tomorrow. I’m skipping church. Don’t feel like pretending I’m ok when I have passing thoughts of ways to die. I see t tomorrow. Should I discuss this? What’s the point?
He can’t change it.