It is hard when we are alone! Keep trying to reach out to other people. It is already REALLY GOOD that you were able to reach out here. Keep doing that. I am so sorry your Friends aren't there for you right now. Perhaps they're just busy? I am not sure. You will get through this. Have Faith. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @LilyMop, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!