In this very moment i feel satisfied, proud and serene about these endings.
i know there will be moments where i'll be mad at me for this and will die to contact them, but for now, FOR NOW, its ok.
and it kind of feels like freedom to not have anybody to talk about my week or other... and to not have anything to tell anyone anyway.
of course at times i think…. "this i must tell to T" and then realize i wont be able to/wont have to...
lonely but free… as always in my life… LONELY BUT FREE…
and as always i ask myself if this is real freedom… freedom and people, they dont match together in my life...
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* Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads
* Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom
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