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For me the triggers are words, expressionss, and mood, general of a person I am with or is around me. But most often it is an angry direct attack that cannot be prepared for or known about, a moment in time that I again face an unwanted attacker. the attack maybe something as simple as a mire arguement or an outright belittling moment that turns me back in time-------and I remember.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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