My grandmother *****es at me all the time and never intervenes when my mom is berating me. My grandfather’s the same way. My mother is so abusive and I’ve hated her for the last 8 years of my life and wanted nothing to do with them. I can’t get away from them either because nobody else in my family has any room for me to move in and my mom has my disability money and lives off it while having no job herself. My whole family’s trash. I hate them so much that I want to kill them. And none of that is a joke either. I just got into my 3676985537373373773rd argument with them again today, and my grandmother was *****ing at me about what I was gonna do when they were gone and I finally had it and told her I looked forward to when that day comes. Hopefully I’ll be gone by then. **** everybody, I’ve had to deal with everyone’s **** for 8 years straight and had nobody to go to for support. I suffer from Schizophrenia and I have no support system whatsoever. I have an abuse system, but no kind of support. There has been nobody who was there for me when I needed them. Everybody just shits on me all the time. I need a way to get away from them but I don’t have any place to go to to deescalate. I’m stuck with them 24/7.