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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
Feel reasonably okay all things considered---> Get pissed off at something that probably doesn't exist or that shouldn't be a big deal---> Make a BIG angry scene---> Pout--->
Get depressed realizing how badly I overreacted (again)---> Feel suicidal knowing nothing is ever going to change---> Gradually let it go until the next cycle when it all happens again...  |
Yeah I totally feel that. I feel that nothing changes with me, and that I inevitably end up annoying the people who love me, and that maybe I am just a burden on the people around me and that I shouldn't be alive.
I do get suicidal.
Hang in there ❤️