According to my doc as long as the test results come back normal I've done my last Pap smear!!! I'm also back on ambien 2 20mg a night. Hopefully the break will work out. I didn't pick them up today so not tonight. Wouldn't it be ironic if I got a terrific nights sleep for the next few days?


Last night I slept in spurts and fits. Had a werid dream where an old stone high school turned into a funeral home. If you had lots and lots of money you could buy pills that would put you into suspended animation if no money you died and were kept in leather handbags that hung on hooks in a bathroom. The bathroom looked a lot like the one from Harry Potter with a circular sink. ( strange aside, the bathroom in my elementary school had a circular sink too. You stepped on a metal thing and water came out of a ring to wash your hands.) They went around waking people out of suspected animation and demanded more money. I was just a fly on the wall watching this unfold. The whole thing was weridly like being underwater.