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Originally Posted by winter4me
You need to let someone outside the family know that you are so angry that you might hurt someone, if this means going to the ER so be it. There you can at least be connected to a support system (yes I know the system sucks right now but you need to try your best). And please remember it will not always feel as bad as it does right now but the anger remains and needs to be worked through or managed in a safe way. Hang in there.
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Thanks. I was already committed not too long ago between August 26th - September 9th, 2019 for this problem. I’ve never had anybody to go to throughout all these years of suffering. When I was committed in 2015, I called my aunt to ask her if she would let me move in with her just so I wouldn’t have to stay there but she told me she didn’t have any room for me. I haven’t forgiven her since. I’ve suffered for the last 8 or 9 years now, and I’ve never had anybody to go to for help and support. I don’t like mental wards. They’re terrible places where you have no freedoms. That’s the reason why I never talk to counselors seriously or even call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline or crisis numbers anymore.