Thank you very much everyone for your replies on my post!

I spoke with her yesterday and told her that I’m uncomfortable being so dependent on her. She was great about it, of course. She told me that it’s okey to be dependent right now and that I will learn not to be later. Learn to depend more on myself and on others around me. I feel a little bit better now, even though I’m not sure she really understood how much I think of her. I wish she wasn’t my therapist, something inside me wishes she was my mother. But I love my real mother, even though she’s not that close to her feelings and are having trouble supporting me sometimes.

Well, I guess I just have to keep on trying to accept my feelings and not judging myself...