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I have passed my last exam.
What I have left to be a pharmacist is a six month long internship at a hospital for acute and terminal patients and a project.
But... I feel incompetent, like a total mess. Yesterday I was looking at patients medication while thinking "How am I supposed to know if the meds are rigth??????!?!?????". Fortunately it is not my job to decide that now.
I just feel like a fraud.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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