I am not with someone. Which is what is mostly causing depression.

I feel relief from the New Year a bit. A chance to start anew in this new year and new decade.

It is not fair to oneself to keep feeling down like this. I caught some sort of nasal viral infection yesterday due to continuously ruminating about my situation, causing me to fall further into depression, weakening my immune system.

I hope to start life with a new outlook, and hopefully feel a bit of happiness, for once.