Vent away, @Have Hope! I can certainly relate about being stressed out. I feel the same way. Don't worry, it will pass. Just take it one step at the time and do what you can. You are just human! Do what you feel like doing. No pressure, ok? Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Have Hope, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!