Thanks.

Yes, again, hopefully this program helps give me the tools to cope after the program is over. IDK what to expect, but i am planning on taking it seriously.

Yeah to be honest my meds really keep me out of mania. I've stayed up for days on ends on drugs and never seemed to experience psychosis or even mania. It is playing with fire, i know, and i am going to be clean for some time. It's just, will i stay clean after probation is over? Not sure. Hopefully the program will change my mind.