I don’t want to jinx anything but I will find out next week if I got the new job. Still have to see their offer and benefits so still hurdles to jump. But being a planner is one thing that helps calm me. I have never worked any place else so I am concerned just about everything from what to wear, the commute and most of all the schedule. I am used to being able to come and go as please which makes therapy possible. I am really scared that I am going to have to go down to once a week or that I won’t be able to see her at all. Right now she is 12 minutes from my office. New office she is 33 minutes. She keeps saying not to worry but I am in a complete panic. I don’t want to do therapy over the phone or computer. I don’t think I would like that.

So what should I be focusing on? How do I keep my mind from racing and going wild? I need to tell myself to slow down I don’t even have the job yet.