Only remember that you are human and you have the opportunity to learn but a big part of this knowledge will take place because of your mistakes and failures. Those are gonna be the new starting points.
You can’t blame yourself for being human.

Human being has nothing more and nothing else to do that evolve towards his independency. It’s the only task we have since we are born. From the beginning we depend on our caretakers, we are determined by many familiar, social and cultural circumstances and rules. No need to mention, the factors that determine us genetically, as an animal species.
You can’t undo what it was done but luckily or unluckily we were born with the capacity of going beyond ourselves. This is what makes you a person.