katnap, hi. He's not worth it. And he's just not that into you. He says he loves you still but is w someone else. That's pretty ****** of him in my opinion.

I think you need to find a way to move on from him. Is dwelling on him making you happy? Or deeply sad? Also you weren't enough for him then, even though you tried so hard. I think he's playing with your emotions. Even if inadvertently. He's saying "well maybe, you never know," but is with someone else.

Have you ever read the book He's Just Not That Into You? Consider it. Also consider reading the blog Baggage Reclaim. Baggage Reclaim Home - Baggage Reclaim with Natalie Lue

I'm so sorry you are struggling with unrequited love. Its a horrible feeling to love someone and want someone who doesn't return. And by his words, it sounds like he's just stringing you along to be an option in case things don't work with her.

What if you got over him? What if you were happy without him? What would that look like?

Hugs