It takes time to get through this kind of thing, but I am sure You'll feel better at some point! Please be kind to yourself. There isn't anything wrong with You. After all, he did tell You he was going through some stuff as well. Unfortunately some relationships don't work out for whatever reason. It is important to accept this and to try Your Best to move on. I am happy Your current Boyfriend Loves You. Focus on Him and on a possible Life with Him - if You truly Love Him as well, of course! I'd also suggest Individual Therapy since it does seem like You May need it. Let Us know how it goes. You are the best. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @katnap, your Family, your Friends, your BoyFriends, your Ex-BoyFriend, your Pdoc, your Therapist, your Doctors, your Nurses and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!