A friend on here suggested that I text the 2 colleagues to apologize and to explain myself a bit.... so I did just that, and I feel sooooo much better!!!! It was the right thing to do. One thing I've learned in life is this: a sincere apology can go a LONG way.....AND taking ownership of a situation that went badly like me having too many drinks and babbling to my work colleagues. So lesson learned! No more drinking with work colleagues, that's out. And I'm gonna be super careful with what I say from now on, but I'm glad I reached out to them.