H and I stayed in bed most of the day talking. He’s depressed about things changing and we agree that I’m still paranoid. We both agree we’re handling this badly. I told him I want to be more independent. We talked more and decided my normal anxiety/paranoia is quite high but even though I can hide it now this is still affecting our lives negatively. Instead/even with a service dog he wants to figure out a way for me to drive. His first reaction was “your replacing me with a dog”. I told him everything I’ve been thinking a lot of things. We went shopping he cooked diner. Now we’re watching a show now. Tomorrow we go back to our busy lives.