Nothing ever worked for me either. That's why I chose ketamine infusions as a last resort. The Spravato, I think, is for people not quite as severe as I am. The doctor mentioned we might go over to Spravato in the future as maintenance.

I'm going in tomorrow morning for my 5th treatment. I'm trying not to get nervous about it. The last time was so intense, I have to keep telling myself that this will not kill me.