I miss you. I can't imagine ever being ready to stop seeing you. I just have to hope that one day I will have deep meaningful connections in my life that feel more fulfilling than being with you does, but still I can't imagine that either. Realised though that I genuinely care about you as a person and want you to be happy. It's not just what I want from you, but what I want FOR you (even though the desire - yes desire - for you is painfully intense at the moment).