Dear Pastor T: Actually that didn't suck last night. Thank you. I think it was encouraging. I'm not sure what you want from me, or out of me. I'm not very directive in therapy. I did come with notes last night and you seemed to like that. You told me that I'm strong and that I do amazingly well despite things. You may be starting to get me. I don't think you really understand SH. You focus a lot on feelings and I'm not good at expressing those or even finding out what it is that I am feeling. You said to make my own feelings chart. Hmmm. Okay. We'll see how that goes. Anyway, I think last night was encouraging for a change. I feel okay about it today. So thank you. Kit