Well I saw the doctor today. He was super supportive and understanding. He said he can help. He told me the risks of testatrone. He asked me my history and my family history and other stuff but he ultimately said it was fine to do. He asked what support I had in place and what research I had done myself. He said he only has experience with the shots but he wants me to to research the different kinds. Gels and pills. He needs me to get off my birth control first. So I see my gynecologist next week. He wants to see me again in 3 weeks. I just found him to be very understanding. He said nothing about my weight except if I was exercising. He did stress about the risks but he said “it’s just like the risks you have when you take birth control.” He called me young man to the receptionist which mad me ecstatic. He said there’s no need to tell my job and that they will figure things out on their own.