Oops, BirdDancer, forgot to say that I had not recalled that book. Will have to find it.

So, really, just sort of holding on here until pdoc visit tomorrow. We have so much to go over, I am worried that there won't be enough time to do it all. I only booked 30 minutes at $175. Dr. C is the best, but he stopped taking insurance, so even when I had it, it wasn't covered. So, I am making a little list and prioritizing it all. 1. Psychosis; 2. Mania; 3. Sleep; 4. SI. 5. Weird neuro side effects, likely to Abilifry. Hope we can get it all in.

I am hopeful, which I take as a good sign, since hopelessness has been a big issue at times for me. Fingers crossed.

Hugs to everyone struggling.