Wow T. Today might have been the shitiest session ever. Stupid insurance. Stupid that hardly anyone takes it. How am I going to deal with seeing you every other week? I don't think you realize how hard this is going to be for me. I know I didn't have the words to tell you in session, and I'm sorry...but I can't even deal. Drowning my sorrows with alcohol tonight. You matter more than you probably know.