I’m starting to panic. I’m scared to call my husband. I’m scared to go to the hospital. I haven’t been since my 6 year old was about 6 weeks old and my kids, especially my 9 year old son who is having some serious issues, are so attached to me. I probably won’t even need to go it’s just heavy on my heart right now because I keep thinking if I do have to go it will traumatize him. I’m seriously not sure what I’m doing here right now. Like seriously, am I going to handle this? I’m not sure what to do.