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Left a regular vm instead of after hours because I’m confident they’ll just tell me more klonapin. Still talking on crisis line. I feel compelled to go outside. It’s past 11:30 though and the kids are sleeping. Is that an irrational thought?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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