Well, it's hard to advice You on this matter unfortunately, I must say, @FridayT! Are there any other problems you're experiencing or have you experienced with Him? I'd suggest Couple Counselling if you haven't already tried it. If you have and things still aren't improving, then perhaps Divorce may be an option to consider. Consider all options first though! Whatever you do, I am sure it will be the right choice. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @FridayT, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Husband and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!