I agree with bicyclist on this one. I love the feeling until I completely lose my mind and begin acting like a lunatic (actually—I love the feeling even then and more for a while but I am then insane so the trade off is not worth it). It’s unfortunate.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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