Feeling crappy today. Not mood wise, just coming down with a cold. I’m drinking a ton of emergen-c though. I hope I’ll feel better tomorrow. I had to take off on Monday bc my son was sick (hence why I’m sick now) so I can’t take any more time off for awhile. This was supposed to be no call out January! Damn illness.

My student’s last day is tomorrow. He is being dropped from our school because of his behavior. I will be starting with one of the other students in the class on Friday. I’m a little sad because despite everything, I do like my student. But he needs a more structured environment. He is actually going to the first school I used to teach at, which is interesting. I told him it’s a good place. I hated it but I hated it more for the coworkers and less for the students.

I have a secret. I have not taken haldol in about three weeks. I first stopped because I kept forgetting to get it from the trunk of my car. But I noticed I felt no ill effects from stopping it so I haven’t taken it. The jaw twitches are gone and I have had no paranoia. So I’m going to stay off of it. It’s there if I need it. I haven’t told RS though. I need to. I always want to be completely honest with him.

It makes me want to stop all of my meds and see if I really need them anymore. But I don’t want to fall into that trap. I’m sure the reason I’ve been stable for so long is because I’m on the right medication. I just wish I didn’t have to take pills. Now I’m down to only two medications. So that’s not that bad.